A story of a girl who is a dreamer. This young girl has a lot of dreams, but don’t know how to execute those dreams. She’s following a path, hoping it might lead to what she desires. As she follows the path, she will face trials of passion and dedication. It will determine her ability to find her own strength and her beliefs. This path will lead to many failures and discouragement. She will begin to degrade herself and her capabilities. And she will find it difficult to retain these characteristics. Will she find a better path to reach her dreams?
Wish everyone a blessed Eid 🙂 May Allah send blessings to you and your families ♥
I have slowly become numb towards my feelings. Everything seems overwhelming, and I do not know how to handle it. As I try to move forward and improve myself, I start to worry a lot. Negative thoughts seem to dominate my mind. I keep comparing myself to others even though I never should. Every person has each a unique type of rope they climb on. Some people have gained a higher place than others, and that cannot be controlled. In recent years I have lost my desire to learn and succeed.
Furthermore, my love for knowledge has slowly been subsided and want to gain it back. I no longer want to fear my failures. Taking everything into consideration, I want to improve myself and be proud of myself, but it has to start with me. In order to change, it is beneficial for me to pinpoint my fears and annihilate them. I realize that it will take time, but it is not impossible for me to do. I started to do something for myself like drawing and read books in my free time (if there is such a thing during university). I‘m reading Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire by J.K. Rowling and I am enjoying it. Taking long walks outside and meditation has encouraged me a bit as it soothes me down and I stop worrying. Improving yourself takes time and effort, but it is not an impossible task to do nor is it hopeless. It is something that I need to tell and remind myself. People can improve and that goes for everyone, even you.
As children fight for their lives
Their childhood is stripped away
Instead of playing, they are deprived
From a life, they could have had
But to their dismay
They realized that they have been lied to
That their rights have been denied
And their hearts have broken into two
Though the day may come very soon
As bright as a sight of the full moon
And the children no longer have to fight for their lives
Inna lilaahi wa Inna lilaahi raajiun.. Today I learned that a friend of my family passed away due to a car accident. May Allah The Most Merciful give her Jannahtul Firdaus and give her family sabr ♥
Today I passed my verbal exam, and though I’m happy my semester is finally over I still feel somewhat disappointed in myself. I feel disappointed in myself because I knew I could do better, but that wasn’t possible. While doing the exam I found myself not being able to clearly answer the questions that was given. And because I was really nervous I let that overpower me, therefore my answers was not clear enough or a bit weird. I don’t know if I’m the only one who has experienced that situation, but this is the first time I’ve felt compelled to answer the questions fast and quickly. It did made me feel disappointed, but I should brush it off. Mistakes are there for you to learn. Therefore, I should learn from it, and figure out how to do better in the near future.
Hope you all will have a nice day!
Old, but thought I could share it again 🙂
This Land where Peace has been Violated
People who are being annihilated
You speak of Democracy
Do you not see pass your idiocy?
This Land is not yours to take
Nor will it ever be your place
Here is a Reminder for you
This Holy Land is a Land of Truth
Not some Land that you can just Abuse
You call yourself the Chosen Ones
And you claim to be Jews
Here is a Reminder for you
This Holy Land was Never yours!
This Holy Land, we call Palestine
Will Never be yours!
Jerusalem, the capital of Palestine. And to us, it is in our hearts. Palestine was never yours, nor will it ever be. Palestine is not just land to us. It is our history, our legacy and our dream. And that is something you will never have.
May Allah be with our brothers and sisters in Palestine ❤ You are all our heroes! ❤🌷
Jerusalem, not the capital of Israel
But the capital of Palestine
It is more valuable to us than you could ever imagine
Because never in your life did you feel the same
If you cared about Jerusalem
Then why would you attack and bomb the innocent people?
And let them die?
How can you say you care about Jerusalem?
Do you not see what you are doing to the Palestinians?
Palestinian Muslims, Christians and Jews are suffering
Yet you claim you love Jerusalem
I didn’t know you had to attack a place to show your love